what an amazing thing it is to have every craving…satiated
every desire…explored
every thirst…quenched.
what an amazing thing to have the bravery to chase your dreams on foot through forests of adversity.
what an amazing pain to fall ever deeper into the quicksand of lust…slowly suffocating as you are slowly pulled beneath the surface…
kicking and writhing as the world becomes dark and hazy and as the sand fills your lungs, weighing you down with each and every pained breath.
what an amazing feeling to feel yourself rise when you finally learn to let go of that which was holding you down.
your throat badly scratched but still breathing. your lungs scarring over with memories.
what an amazing feeling to look back on it all, look forward to the future, feel the hurt of loneliness in your chest but know with a deep satisfaction that itll all be okay one day.
what an amazing sunrise on each brand new day.
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E. Lexi Abbott 